Saturday, 16 January 2021

9.

 Today I am grateful for the time to sew. I made a pair of undies! I cut out and started another 3! It's so good to make things that will go on my body. Like armour. Full of love.

Today I am thankful for oven pizza.

Today I am thankful for routine. We instigated a bedtime routine for the toddler awhile ago, after never having one, and my evening has transformed. It's so simple and easy and enjoyable. 

Sunday, 3 January 2021

a list of things i love to help counteract my suicidal thoughts

trees, rainbows, the sound of thunder, owl sounds at night, rushing water, winter trees in the sun, friendship, camping, waking up in a tent








Friday, 1 January 2021

8.

 Today I am grateful that I took alba out for a walk in the icy morning. The trees were silvery white, the grass crunched as we walked, and I felt in my.body how beautiful it was. 

Today I am grateful for time alone. Sam had alba all afternoon and I had space to think, write, crochet. I even had a bath! Time to just be myself, not any of the roles I play.

Today I am grateful for contact with friends, for the magic of the internet which enables me to hear their voices from far away.